SUPPOSEDLY if you've seen over 85 movies, you have no life. Mark the ones you've seen. There are 239 movies on this list. Copy this list, go to your own journal, and paste. Then, put x's next to the movies you've seen, add them up, change the header adding your number, and click post at the bottom. Have fun!
( ) Rocky Horror Picture Show
(X) Grease
(X) Pirates of the Caribbean
(X) Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest
( ) Boondock Saints
( ) Fight Club
( ) Starsky and Hutch
(X) Neverending Story
( ) Blazing Saddles
( ) Airplane
Total: 4
( ) The Princess Bride
( ) AnchorMan
(X) Napoleon Dynamite
() Labyrinth
(X) Saw
(X) Saw II
( ) White Noise
( ) White Oleander
() Anger Management
(X) 50 First Dates
(X)The Princess Diaries
( ) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement
Total so far: 9
(X) Scream
(X) Scream 2
(X) Scream 3
(X) Scary Movie
(X) Scary Movie 2
(X) Scary Movie 3
( ) Scary Movie 4
( ) American Pie
( ) American Pie 2
() American Wedding
(X) American Pie Band Camp
Total so far: 16
( ) Harry Potter 1
( ) Harry Potter 2
( ) Harry Potter 3
( ) Harry Potter 4
( ) Resident Evil 1
( ) Resident Evil 2
(X) The Wedding Singer
( ) Little Black Book
(X) The Village
(X) Lilo & Stitch
Total so far: 19
(X) Finding Nemo
( ) Finding Neverland
(X) Signs
(X) The Grinch
(X) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
(X) Texas Chainsaw Massacre: The Beginning
( ) White Chicks
(X) Butterfly Effect
(X) 13 Going on 30
(X) I, Robot
( ) Robots
Total so far: 27
(X) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
( ) Universal Soldier
(X) Lemony Snicket: A Series Of Unfortunate Events
(X) Along Came Polly
() Deep Impact
( ) KingPin
( ) Never Been Kissed
( ) Meet The Parents
(X) Meet the Fockers
(X) Eight Crazy Nights
(X) Joe Dirt
(X) King Kong
Total so far: 33
(X) A Cinderella Story
( ) The Terminal
(X) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Passport to Paris
(X) Dumb & Dumber
( ) Dumber & Dumberer
( ) Final Destination
( ) Final Destination 2
( ) Final Destination 3
( ) Halloween
( ) The Ring
( ) The Ring 2
( ) Surviving X-MAS
( ) Flubber
Total so far: 35
( ) Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
( ) Practical Magic
( ) Chicago
( ) Ghost Ship
( ) From Hell
() Hellboy
(X I LOVE THIS MOVIE <3) Secret Window
( ) I Am Sam
(X) The Whole Nine Yards
( ) The Whole Ten Yards
Total so far:
(X) The Day After Tomorrow
(X) Child's Play
( ) Seed of Chucky
( ) Bride of Chucky
() Ten Things I Hate About You
( ) Just Married
() Gothika
(X) Nightmare on Elm Street
() Sixteen Candles
( ) Remember the Titans
( ) Coach Carter
(X) The Grudge
( ) The Grudge 2
(X) The Mask
( ) Son Of The Mask
Total so far: 42
(X) Bad Boys
( ) Bad Boys 2
( ) Joy Ride
( ) Lucky Number Sleven
( ) Ocean's Eleven
( ) Ocean's Twelve
( ) Bourne Identity
(X) Bourne Supremecy
( ) Lone Star
( ) Bedazzled
( ) Predator I
( ) Predator II
( ) The Fog
(X) Ice Age
( ) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown
(X) Curious George
Total so far: 46
( ) Independence Day
( ) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
( ) Darkness Falls
( ) Christine
(X) ET
( ) Children of the Corn
( ) My Bosses Daughter
() Maid in Manhattan
(X) War of the Worlds
( ) Rush Hour
( ) Rush Hour 2
Total so far: 48
( ) Best Bet
( ) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
() She's All That
( ) Calendar Girls
( ) Sideways
( ) Mars Attacks
( ) Event Horizon
( ) Ever After
(X) Wizard of Oz
(X) Forrest Gump
( ) Big Trouble in Little China
(X) The Terminator
( ) The Terminator 2
( ) The Terminator 3
Total so far: 51
(X) X-Men
( ) X2
( ) X-3
(X) Spider-Man
(X) Spider-Man 2
( ) Sky High
( ) Jeepers Creepers
( ) Jeepers Creepers 2
( ) Catch Me If You Can
(X) The Little Mermaid
(X) Freaky Friday
( ) Reign of Fire
( ) The Skulls
( ) Cruel Intentions
( ) Cruel Intentions 2
( ) The Hot Chick
(X) Shrek
(X) Shrek 2
Total so far: 59
( ) Swimfan
( ) Miracle on 34th street
( ) Old School
(X) The Notebook
() K-Pax
( ) Krippendorf's Tribe
( ) A Walk to Remember
( ) Ice Castle
( ) Boogeyman
() The 40-year-old-virgin
Total so far: 60
(X) Lord of the Rings Fellowship of the Ring
( ) Lord of the Rings The Two Towers
( ) Lord of the Rings Return Of the King
( ) Indiana Jones and the Raiders of the Lost Ark
( ) Indiana Jones and the Temple of Doom
( ) Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade
Total so far: 61
( ) BASEketball
( ) Hostel
( ) Waiting for Guffman
( ) House of 1000 Corpses
( ) Devils Rejects
(X) Elf
( ) Highlander
() Mothman Prophecies
( ) American History X
( ) Three
Total so Far: 62
( ) The Jacket
( )Kung Fu Hustle
( ) Shaolin Soccer
( ) Night Watch
(X)Monsters Inc.
(X)Titanic
( )Monty Python and the Holy Grail
( ) Shaun Of the Dead
( ) Willard
Total so far: 64
( ) High Tension
( ) Club Dread
( ) Hulk
( ) Dawn Of the Dead
(X) Hook
(X) Chronicle Of Narnia The Lion the Witch and the Wardrobe
( ) 28 days later
( ) Orgazmo
( ) Phantasm
() Waterworld
Total so far: 66
(X) Kill Bill vol 1
(X) Kill Bill vol 2
(X) Mortal Kombat
( ) Wolf Creek
( ) Kingdom of Heaven
(X) the Hills Have Eyes
( ) I Spit on Your Grave aka the Day of the Woman
( ) The Last House on the Left
( ) Re-Animator
( ) Army of Darkness
Total so far: 70
(X) Star Wars Ep. I The Phantom Menace
( ) Star Wars Ep. II Attack of the Clones
(X) Star Wars Ep. III Revenge of the Sith
( ) Star Wars Ep. IV A New Hope
( ) Star Wars Ep. V The Empire Strikes Back
( ) Star Wars Ep. VI Return of the Jedi
( ) Ewoks Caravan Of Courage
( ) Ewoks The Battle For Endor
Total so far: 72
(X) The Matrix
(X) The Matrix Reloaded
(X) The Matrix Revolution
(X) Animatrix
( ) Evil Dead
( ) Evil Dead 2
() Team America: World Police
( ) Red Dragon
( ) Silence of the Lambs
( ) Hannibal
Total so far: 76
Now Add them up and......
put "I've seen X out of 239 movies" in the subject line and repost it"
Friday, March 13, 2009
Monday, January 19, 2009
Life Soundtrack!
haha, just for fun:
If life was a movie, what would the soundtrack be? Here's how it works:
1. Open your library (itunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc.)
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press Play.
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5.When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool..
Scene-- Band/Artist--Song Title
1. Opening Credits:
Durch den Monsun by Tokio Hotel
2.Waking up:
Letterbomb by Green Day
3.First Day of College:
Trust (Spanish Version) by Megadeth
4.Falling in Love:
Hero Of The Day by Metallica (lolwut.)
5. Kiss Scene:
Leader Of The Pack by Twisted Sister (WTF xD)
6.Fight Song:
Sin by Megadeth
7. Breaking Up:
Stayin' Alive by The Bee Gees (lolwut xD)
8. Graduating College:
Miracle by Paramore (holy crap .__.)
9. Big Break:
I Will by Sowelu
10. Mental Breakdown:
We Didn't Start the Fire by Billy Joel
11. Driving Song:
Movin!!! by Takacha
12. Flashback:
Smells Like Teen Spirit by Nirvana
13: Getting back together:
Honest Hitchhikers Asking for Cash Handouts by Sky Eats Airplane
14.Wedding:
Hey There Delilah by the Plain White T's (d'awwww)
15. Birth of Child:
Wake Me Up Before You Go Go by Wham! (...no comment.)
16. Paying Dues:
We're Not Gonna Take It by Twisted Sister
17. Moment of Triumph:
Our Whereabouts by Hitomi Takahashi
18. Final Battle:
Like This by Mims
19. Death Scene:
Bubble Pop Electric by Gwen Stefani (WOOOOOW xD)
20. Funeral Scene:
Can't Have You by The Jonas Brothers
21. End Credit:
Übers Ende der Welt by Tokio Hotel
If life was a movie, what would the soundtrack be? Here's how it works:
1. Open your library (itunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc.)
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press Play.
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5.When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool..
Scene-- Band/Artist--Song Title
1. Opening Credits:
Durch den Monsun by Tokio Hotel
2.Waking up:
Letterbomb by Green Day
3.First Day of College:
Trust (Spanish Version) by Megadeth
4.Falling in Love:
Hero Of The Day by Metallica (lolwut.)
5. Kiss Scene:
Leader Of The Pack by Twisted Sister (WTF xD)
6.Fight Song:
Sin by Megadeth
7. Breaking Up:
Stayin' Alive by The Bee Gees (lolwut xD)
8. Graduating College:
Miracle by Paramore (holy crap .__.)
9. Big Break:
I Will by Sowelu
10. Mental Breakdown:
We Didn't Start the Fire by Billy Joel
11. Driving Song:
Movin!!! by Takacha
12. Flashback:
Smells Like Teen Spirit by Nirvana
13: Getting back together:
Honest Hitchhikers Asking for Cash Handouts by Sky Eats Airplane
14.Wedding:
Hey There Delilah by the Plain White T's (d'awwww)
15. Birth of Child:
Wake Me Up Before You Go Go by Wham! (...no comment.)
16. Paying Dues:
We're Not Gonna Take It by Twisted Sister
17. Moment of Triumph:
Our Whereabouts by Hitomi Takahashi
18. Final Battle:
Like This by Mims
19. Death Scene:
Bubble Pop Electric by Gwen Stefani (WOOOOOW xD)
20. Funeral Scene:
Can't Have You by The Jonas Brothers
21. End Credit:
Übers Ende der Welt by Tokio Hotel
Saturday, December 20, 2008
if only you knew how i felt.
Haven't updated for a while, have I?
I've been busy. You know, with Christmas and everything.
So.. to start, I'm starting to hate Christmas. Seriously. Here, I'll copy and paste what I put on the Animaritime forums:
i hate christmas.
i'm going to be sleeping most of the day.
it's become so over-rated, commercialized, TACKY, and people have lost the truth about christmas.
adults lie to their children about "santa", which makes me sick. seriously. whenever i see those "send your letters to santa and he'll write back" commercials, i point and scream "LIES!" at the tv.
i already peeked at my presents and i know what i'm getting.
anyways..
FOUR HOT TOPIC SHIRTS FROM MY SISTER FTW <3>
I got my hair cut the other day. I got it shorter and a bunch of razored layers, especially at the top. It looks awesome when I tease it. :]
Now the guy I like has a girlfriend. Joy. ;___; I really like him, and I think he knows, but I really want him to be mine.
I made a Pyramid Head (Silent Hill) helmet today with cardboard, tape, and paint, and it looks pretty cool!
I have all my Christmas shopping done. I got my mom gloves and nail files; my sister Laura two shirts, nail files, socks, and some other stuff; my sister Anna candles, nail files, blank tapes, and stuff; my brother Matt a shirt, socks, and candles. Now my friends Jade and Megan, can't say because they read this. :]
blargh, my hands are covered in rust-colored paint! D:
I don't know why, but I feel like writing what I've found out I'm getting for Christmas (that I can remember).
*ahem* a Tokio Hotel Bill Kaultz shirt, a Death Note L shirt, Tia Dalma shirt, a Jessica Louise black and blue skull shirt, leg warmers, socks, new sheets for my bed, Venus Breeze razor, Venus Pure Divine Body Wash, cool tweezers, candles, $25 gift certificate to Fabricville, make up, 2 make up bags, CD case, Dove Shampoo and Conditioner, bath poof, jelly beans, Secret Flawless, gum, nailpolish, Mary Kay Beauty Blotters (they take away oil from your face), Sunsilk Anti-Flat hair set, $15 Subway giftcard, some sort of other deoderant, the new Twisted Sister CD, women's hockey skates, a denim vest, and some cool socks. :]
uh, that's all I can pretty much think of now..
I JUST DID THE DISHES WHILE LISTENING TO THE GREASE RECORD~
FUNN~
I've been busy. You know, with Christmas and everything.
So.. to start, I'm starting to hate Christmas. Seriously. Here, I'll copy and paste what I put on the Animaritime forums:
i hate christmas.
i'm going to be sleeping most of the day.
it's become so over-rated, commercialized, TACKY, and people have lost the truth about christmas.
adults lie to their children about "santa", which makes me sick. seriously. whenever i see those "send your letters to santa and he'll write back" commercials, i point and scream "LIES!" at the tv.
i already peeked at my presents and i know what i'm getting.
anyways..
FOUR HOT TOPIC SHIRTS FROM MY SISTER FTW <3>
I got my hair cut the other day. I got it shorter and a bunch of razored layers, especially at the top. It looks awesome when I tease it. :]
Now the guy I like has a girlfriend. Joy. ;___; I really like him, and I think he knows, but I really want him to be mine.
I made a Pyramid Head (Silent Hill) helmet today with cardboard, tape, and paint, and it looks pretty cool!
I have all my Christmas shopping done. I got my mom gloves and nail files; my sister Laura two shirts, nail files, socks, and some other stuff; my sister Anna candles, nail files, blank tapes, and stuff; my brother Matt a shirt, socks, and candles. Now my friends Jade and Megan, can't say because they read this. :]
blargh, my hands are covered in rust-colored paint! D:
I don't know why, but I feel like writing what I've found out I'm getting for Christmas (that I can remember).
*ahem* a Tokio Hotel Bill Kaultz shirt, a Death Note L shirt, Tia Dalma shirt, a Jessica Louise black and blue skull shirt, leg warmers, socks, new sheets for my bed, Venus Breeze razor, Venus Pure Divine Body Wash, cool tweezers, candles, $25 gift certificate to Fabricville, make up, 2 make up bags, CD case, Dove Shampoo and Conditioner, bath poof, jelly beans, Secret Flawless, gum, nailpolish, Mary Kay Beauty Blotters (they take away oil from your face), Sunsilk Anti-Flat hair set, $15 Subway giftcard, some sort of other deoderant, the new Twisted Sister CD, women's hockey skates, a denim vest, and some cool socks. :]
uh, that's all I can pretty much think of now..
I JUST DID THE DISHES WHILE LISTENING TO THE GREASE RECORD~
FUNN~
Thursday, November 27, 2008
GO GO POWER RANGERS .
So today..
Well..
Hm..
I was out sick Tuesday and most of Wednesday from school ;_; not that I mind..
I got lots of sleep yesterday. It was SO GOOD. Seriously. I love my sleep. I would sleep all day if I could.
So there's this guy I like.
He's in grade 9, but I don't care. I really like him.
I've told him over Facebook that I thought he was cute and he was just like "thanks :D", and we talk on MSN sometimes about like, Twilight, Kingdom Hearts, and playing guitar. He's really nice to talk to. He even said he'd be proud of me if I took one-on-one guitar lessons. :]
I see him everyday and he makes my heart jump. After lunch today he kinda stopped next to me but was talking to his friends.. about gum, if I recall correctly. But seriously I was like 'OHMIGAWD HE'S RIGHT THERE!!!!!11one!!oneone!!1!' in my mind.
My guy friends through a snowball down the back of my shirt today. HOLY GOD WAS IT COLD . X__________X
my feet be cold right nowww . x_____x
I don't know really what to write, my best friend asked me to make this blog.
YOU! I WANNA TAKE YOU TO A GAY BAR! I WANNA TAKE YOU TO A GAY BAR! I WANNA TAKE YOU TO A GAY BAR GAY BAR GAY BAR GAY BAR! LET'S START A WAR~! *insert sweatdrop here*
oh, my best friend and I are planning another sleepover~! WOOOOOOO! our sleepovers are VERY fun. we like, stay up all night and eat junk food and giggle and take pictures XD
so.. that's it for this one.
Well..
Hm..
I was out sick Tuesday and most of Wednesday from school ;_; not that I mind..
I got lots of sleep yesterday. It was SO GOOD. Seriously. I love my sleep. I would sleep all day if I could.
So there's this guy I like.
He's in grade 9, but I don't care. I really like him.
I've told him over Facebook that I thought he was cute and he was just like "thanks :D", and we talk on MSN sometimes about like, Twilight, Kingdom Hearts, and playing guitar. He's really nice to talk to. He even said he'd be proud of me if I took one-on-one guitar lessons. :]
I see him everyday and he makes my heart jump. After lunch today he kinda stopped next to me but was talking to his friends.. about gum, if I recall correctly. But seriously I was like 'OHMIGAWD HE'S RIGHT THERE!!!!!11one!!oneone!!1!' in my mind.
My guy friends through a snowball down the back of my shirt today. HOLY GOD WAS IT COLD . X__________X
my feet be cold right nowww . x_____x
I don't know really what to write, my best friend asked me to make this blog.
YOU! I WANNA TAKE YOU TO A GAY BAR! I WANNA TAKE YOU TO A GAY BAR! I WANNA TAKE YOU TO A GAY BAR GAY BAR GAY BAR GAY BAR! LET'S START A WAR~! *insert sweatdrop here*
oh, my best friend and I are planning another sleepover~! WOOOOOOO! our sleepovers are VERY fun. we like, stay up all night and eat junk food and giggle and take pictures XD
so.. that's it for this one.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
rantrantrant !
I need to rant about my life.
So, welcome to my new blog!
If I bore you, sorry. :]
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So, I pretty much hate my life. I absolutely hate being a girl, and I want to be a guy.
I'm one of the guys, and I'm so damn proud of it! I'm not embarassed to talk about boobs and stuff like that in public when I'm with the guys, and I'm not ashamed to be who I am. We laugh at dirty jokes, when somebody gets hurt (hey, it's hilarious!), or when one of us does the pelvic thrust in public. Trust me, the thrust in public is priceless, especially when you stand in the middle of the street and do it. :]
I just burped! :D
Society thinks that girls should be perfect. Skinny. Beautiful. Barbies. You know what? I DON'T WANT TO BE A FAKE PLASTIC DOLL. No girl does! If you do want to, that's stupid. Who wants to have a tiny waist, boobs that hurt your back, and ass-length bleach-blond hair? I know I don't. I'd rather be about 110 pounds, 5'2", boy short brown hair, and an A-cup chest. Because that's ME. There's only one of you. You're born an original; don't die a copy.
It sickens me when I see celebrities that weigh less than a hundred pounds and are pretty much skin-and-bones. That's gross! Like, Kelly Ripa, for example, is apparently about 85 pounds now. Isn't that disgusting?!
As for music, Miley Cyrus can die. Pop music is SHIT. Voices are usually faked, and synthesizers are used for the instruments. They have so much editing. Listen to the old bands, like the Beatles, Rolling Stones, Cheap Trick, Alice Cooper, Twisted Sister. Bands that rock live. Ever hear Gwen Stefani live? I rofl'd. It was so funny. Metallica is AMAZING live.
Is is possible to run away from home and manage to get to another continent? I damn hope so. I want to run away from home (Canada) and get to Germany SO BADLY. I speak German, so there wouldn't be much of a language barrier. I just want to be there so much. I'm a huge fan of Tokio Hotel, but that's not why I want to be there. Well, kind of. :] I wouldn't be one of those obsessive fans that scream at the mere glimpse of Bill's hair or accidentally run into them on the street or in a store/bar/wherethefackever.
And what's wrong with learning more languages? My mom called me a Nazi for learning German, but then she said she was just kidding, and I learned a bit of Japanese, and she saw some Asian people at the waterfront, and was like "There's some Japanese people; go talk to them." And I just said "Mom, I can tell by the shape of their eyes. They are not Japanese. I think they're... Korean."
Yeah, and I hate my life. I hate my mom, even though I tell her I love her, I guess she knows I hate her, because sometimes she'll threaten to kick me out. I've told her before I want to run away, but she was like "Where would you go? What would you do for food?" I've called the Runaway Helpline before to talk to them, but they seriously weren't much help. I made a choice not to see my dad anymore (it's been over a year), and she threatens to send me off to his house. She thinks that just because I don't want to see him anymore, that something happened there. She asks if he touched me, if one of my stepbrothers touched me, etc., but I keep saying the same thing: "No mom. Nothing happened."
There's been so many times when I have thought of doing drugs and committing suicide, it's not even funny. I've cut myself before, I won't lie. It was the only way to escape the emotional pain and stress I felt. I haven't done it for a while, but I have scars to show that I've done it. I have thought of the different possibilities of killing myself.
And I'm a vampire. If you thought that vampires were fake, made up, a lie, you were wrong. We're very real. The metallic taste of blood is so good, so addictive. I have top and bottom fangs, and they do scare people, to an extent.
How do you tell people that you're bisexual? Oh god, how I wish I knew. My friends know. But I just CAN'T tell my mom! She's a Christian, so she is VERY against gay/lesbian relationships. Truth is, I've kissed three girls (practically made out with one), and only one guy. I actually prefer kissing girls to guys.
So, yeah. That's my first rant. I like ranting. It's funn :]
So, welcome to my new blog!
If I bore you, sorry. :]
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So, I pretty much hate my life. I absolutely hate being a girl, and I want to be a guy.
I'm one of the guys, and I'm so damn proud of it! I'm not embarassed to talk about boobs and stuff like that in public when I'm with the guys, and I'm not ashamed to be who I am. We laugh at dirty jokes, when somebody gets hurt (hey, it's hilarious!), or when one of us does the pelvic thrust in public. Trust me, the thrust in public is priceless, especially when you stand in the middle of the street and do it. :]
I just burped! :D
Society thinks that girls should be perfect. Skinny. Beautiful. Barbies. You know what? I DON'T WANT TO BE A FAKE PLASTIC DOLL. No girl does! If you do want to, that's stupid. Who wants to have a tiny waist, boobs that hurt your back, and ass-length bleach-blond hair? I know I don't. I'd rather be about 110 pounds, 5'2", boy short brown hair, and an A-cup chest. Because that's ME. There's only one of you. You're born an original; don't die a copy.
It sickens me when I see celebrities that weigh less than a hundred pounds and are pretty much skin-and-bones. That's gross! Like, Kelly Ripa, for example, is apparently about 85 pounds now. Isn't that disgusting?!
As for music, Miley Cyrus can die. Pop music is SHIT. Voices are usually faked, and synthesizers are used for the instruments. They have so much editing. Listen to the old bands, like the Beatles, Rolling Stones, Cheap Trick, Alice Cooper, Twisted Sister. Bands that rock live. Ever hear Gwen Stefani live? I rofl'd. It was so funny. Metallica is AMAZING live.
Is is possible to run away from home and manage to get to another continent? I damn hope so. I want to run away from home (Canada) and get to Germany SO BADLY. I speak German, so there wouldn't be much of a language barrier. I just want to be there so much. I'm a huge fan of Tokio Hotel, but that's not why I want to be there. Well, kind of. :] I wouldn't be one of those obsessive fans that scream at the mere glimpse of Bill's hair or accidentally run into them on the street or in a store/bar/wherethefackever.
And what's wrong with learning more languages? My mom called me a Nazi for learning German, but then she said she was just kidding, and I learned a bit of Japanese, and she saw some Asian people at the waterfront, and was like "There's some Japanese people; go talk to them." And I just said "Mom, I can tell by the shape of their eyes. They are not Japanese. I think they're... Korean."
Yeah, and I hate my life. I hate my mom, even though I tell her I love her, I guess she knows I hate her, because sometimes she'll threaten to kick me out. I've told her before I want to run away, but she was like "Where would you go? What would you do for food?" I've called the Runaway Helpline before to talk to them, but they seriously weren't much help. I made a choice not to see my dad anymore (it's been over a year), and she threatens to send me off to his house. She thinks that just because I don't want to see him anymore, that something happened there. She asks if he touched me, if one of my stepbrothers touched me, etc., but I keep saying the same thing: "No mom. Nothing happened."
There's been so many times when I have thought of doing drugs and committing suicide, it's not even funny. I've cut myself before, I won't lie. It was the only way to escape the emotional pain and stress I felt. I haven't done it for a while, but I have scars to show that I've done it. I have thought of the different possibilities of killing myself.
And I'm a vampire. If you thought that vampires were fake, made up, a lie, you were wrong. We're very real. The metallic taste of blood is so good, so addictive. I have top and bottom fangs, and they do scare people, to an extent.
How do you tell people that you're bisexual? Oh god, how I wish I knew. My friends know. But I just CAN'T tell my mom! She's a Christian, so she is VERY against gay/lesbian relationships. Truth is, I've kissed three girls (practically made out with one), and only one guy. I actually prefer kissing girls to guys.
So, yeah. That's my first rant. I like ranting. It's funn :]
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