if only you knew how i felt.

Haven't updated for a while, have I?
I've been busy. You know, with Christmas and everything.

So.. to start, I'm starting to hate Christmas. Seriously. Here, I'll copy and paste what I put on the Animaritime forums:

i hate christmas.
i'm going to be sleeping most of the day.
it's become so over-rated, commercialized, TACKY, and people have lost the truth about christmas.
adults lie to their children about "santa", which makes me sick. seriously. whenever i see those "send your letters to santa and he'll write back" commercials, i point and scream "LIES!" at the tv.
i already peeked at my presents and i know what i'm getting.

anyways..
FOUR HOT TOPIC SHIRTS FROM MY SISTER FTW <3>

I got my hair cut the other day. I got it shorter and a bunch of razored layers, especially at the top. It looks awesome when I tease it. :]

Now the guy I like has a girlfriend. Joy. ;___; I really like him, and I think he knows, but I really want him to be mine.

I made a Pyramid Head (Silent Hill) helmet today with cardboard, tape, and paint, and it looks pretty cool!

I have all my Christmas shopping done. I got my mom gloves and nail files; my sister Laura two shirts, nail files, socks, and some other stuff; my sister Anna candles, nail files, blank tapes, and stuff; my brother Matt a shirt, socks, and candles. Now my friends Jade and Megan, can't say because they read this. :]

blargh, my hands are covered in rust-colored paint! D:

I don't know why, but I feel like writing what I've found out I'm getting for Christmas (that I can remember).
*ahem* a Tokio Hotel Bill Kaultz shirt, a Death Note L shirt, Tia Dalma shirt, a Jessica Louise black and blue skull shirt, leg warmers, socks, new sheets for my bed, Venus Breeze razor, Venus Pure Divine Body Wash, cool tweezers, candles, $25 gift certificate to Fabricville, make up, 2 make up bags, CD case, Dove Shampoo and Conditioner, bath poof, jelly beans, Secret Flawless, gum, nailpolish, Mary Kay Beauty Blotters (they take away oil from your face), Sunsilk Anti-Flat hair set, $15 Subway giftcard, some sort of other deoderant, the new Twisted Sister CD, women's hockey skates, a denim vest, and some cool socks. :]

uh, that's all I can pretty much think of now..

I JUST DID THE DISHES WHILE LISTENING TO THE GREASE RECORD~
FUNN~